No matter how much things have changed, how far you've moved on, there's always a strangeness linked to certain dates. It marks the anniversary of a time when I thought I was signing up to one life, only it wasn't to be. And while I am genuinely pretty happy with my life right now, it's still weird to think back to the dreams and expectations that were tied in with that one particular day. And, if I'm honest, it's a little sad.